Friday, March 21, 2014

Please hurt me more

My good girl sends me an email every morning before she calls and here is what she said a day ago:


"I had a dream about you. I dreamed we were playing and I needed more...So I asked if I could ask you a question. I stood up and laid my head on your chest and said, Sir, please hurt me more.''


I think the dream was a sign she isn't getting enough time serving me lately. We've been in a perfect storm with her not feeling well, working insanely long hours and not being able to make much noise since her niece is living with her while going to school. Which means no vibe and spankings and she has to muffle her sounds when she cums.


We haven't had as much time to spend together at night as we used to so I've decided we have to have more play time when we are together. Last night, I had her put on the pins on her nipples when she called. After a few minutes of chatting, I let her take them off and rub her clit and g spot to get wet and then had her taste her juices and insert her dildo. When she pushes it in, I always ask her what it means and she says, "You want a well fucked pussy.''  And she fucked her pussy with the dildo and she came although had to force herself not to have one of the loud noisy ones she likes.


It was a step in the right direction.


I have to make sure going forward that we don't spend too much time being vanilla when we are talking. An LDR does create more challenges but I think the dream was sending a message she needs to be more submissive.


FD.

8 comments:

  1. How nice of you to let her do that, I'm sure she appreciated it :)

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    1. Thank you. It was good for me, too. We both needed it.

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  2. I'd say you are right about her dream. Hopefully soon she will be able to visit you.

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    1. We hope she can visit at the end of April.

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  3. HI FD, I'm sorry I am so behind in blogland at the moment and trying to catch up.

    I read your previous post and this one. It must be so difficult to maintain the dynamic with a LDR. I'd say you are right about her dream too and hope you will be able to get some time together soon.

    Hugs,
    Roz

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    1. Yes, it is difficult to maintain the dynamic in an LDR but we are trying and each visit is very special.

      FD

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  4. This is just the right post at just the right time for me. I've been longing for more intense play time too. It never occurred to me to lay my head on Jack's chest and ask him. Seems so simple and so sweet. I hope your good girl doesn't mind if I borrow her dream ;)

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    1. I am sure she doesn't mind and I hope it leads to more intense play for you. Let us know how it works out.

      FD

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